★☆JR☆★

Saturday, November 22, 2008 3:43 AM 0 comments

xoxo

3:30 AM 0 comments

I LOVE THIS SONG!

xoxo

3:23 AM 0 comments

心灰意冷

xoxo

Friday, November 21, 2008 12:18 AM 0 comments

FUCK THE THROAT OF MINE
FUCK THE THUMB OF MINE
FUCK THE BODY SYSTEM

Y HUMANS JUST CANT BE HEALTHY FOREVER?

xoxo

12:07 AM 0 comments

unstable emotions
just like stocks market

alright. Exams are coming
and im crazy
i want to work till death parts me
I WANT TO WORK
any job will do..
after mst i will work if any opportunity comes knocking by.

xoxo

Thursday, November 20, 2008 11:51 PM 0 comments

im so in the mood to blog now
no idea why
but i guess its me and the computer
my best buddy
i can spent 24 hours with it
finding joy out of it
sometimes dead things are better than living things..
they dont have feelings.
that is so DAMN FUCKING GOOD
HUMANS ARE ALL SO COMPLICATED

projects i need it
research i need it
online sprees i need it
watching my fav 我猜 i need it
venting my sorrows/anger/sadness i need it
typing mails that is way too difficult to verbally express it..

i wonder what will happen without my lovely computer.
nw i wouldnt mind splurging money on computers.

xoxo

11:33 PM 0 comments

It is the one magical word which, just by its sound, can describe pain, pleasure, love, and hate.

IT'S SUCH A DELIGHTFUL WORD TO SOME

saw these interesting stuffs while searching a pic for it..

Aggression: Fuck you!
Agreeable: Fucking A.
Apathy: Who really gives a fuck, anyhow?
Confusion: What the fuck?
Deception: Fucking liar.
Denial: I didn't fucking do it.
Despair: Fucked again.
Difficulty: I don't understand this fucking business.
Directions: Fuck off.
Disbelief: How the fuck did you do that?
Disgust: Fuck me.
Dismay: Oh, fuck it.
Displeasure: What the fuck is going on here?
Fraud: I got fucked by the used car dealer.
Greetings: How the fuck are you?
Incompetence: He's a fuck up.
Laziness: He's a fuck off.
Lost: Where the fuck are we?
Panic: Let's get the fuck out of here.
Perplexity: I know fuck all about it.
Pleasure: I fucking couldn't be happier.
Puzzled: How the fuck do I know?
Rebellion: I don't give a fuck what he said!
Resignation: Oh, fuck it!
Retaliation: Up your fucking ass!
Suspicion: Who the fuck are you?
Trouble: Well, I guess I'm fucked now.

Indeed a very usable word in all occasion.
WOW.
Im beginning to like the word FUCK

*i think im at risk to be removed by blogger..so many FUCKS around*
oh well.
just for entertainment purposes.

xoxo

10:55 PM 0 comments

mummie somehow knows abit of the 'happenings'..
kinda being reprimanded.
为了一个男孩子，把事情搞到这样。。
have to say that again.
It is definitely not because of him that ive resorted to that..
It's the personality and other 'Human' factor.

IF u know me well enough, i am not such a person.
but if u guys think i am, so be it...

i wouldnt be able to tolerate such tings.
i am also not that kind of FAKE person. If i dont feel comfortable with the doings, i jolly well leave. I hate living in those environment where you have to smile at the person while bearing hatred and having a knife on your hands for self defense.

Not in all cases i will do that. Only when ultimate level was reached.

IM AN EASY GOING PERSON.
FOR ALL YOU KNOW

Had the thought of emailing 'some of them'...
somehow something is stopping me
seriously i dont think any steps of mine that ive took is wrong.

The presence of this post was not meant to offend anyone. Just to blabber some OWN thoughts of mine on my OWN blog.
Thanks.

I just got hot.

xoxo

10:47 PM 0 comments

SHOO!! 2008..go away faster.
had been a bad year.
=(

xoxo

10:43 PM 0 comments

hopes slashed.
his friends de GPA was 3.6..or better..
and he told mi that its easy to enter Uni.

DARN THE UNI

working life perhaps? That's faster than expected!!!

xoxo

12:17 AM 0 comments

went to career fair in the afternoon...
hopes diminished.

but was kinda brighten with a dash of hope from bro =)
counseling mi...when ive told him tt i may stop my studies for a while...but it may be just me talking rubbish as usual.

and this song bang mi on my head nt long ago..

when i was just a little girl, i ask my mother what will i be~
will i be pretty, will i be rich,
my mother said to me..
o jiarong (sarah) jiarong(sarah)

whatever will be will be...
the future for us to see..
oh jiarong jiarong..
what will be will be...

Life is mysterious.
Life is imperfection.

You will never know what will happen.
Anyway. Soon we will have to adjust ourselves to new surroundings.
New people and gangs.
Hate it but will jolly well learn to take it.
5 more wks after MST and TATA AMIGOS!

*Am still in the dark tunnel, searching for the light source (FUTURE)*

well.

*CHERISH THE PRESENT*

xoxo

Sunday, November 16, 2008 11:42 PM 0 comments

fell flat on my first virgin attempt to create the delights of all man kind- POTATO SALAD.

oh well. I have no talent on this field.

Cravings for it since that day Adam (My Manager @ disney) contributed his share on the 'cook out' session.. maybe its because im hungry.
IT TASTED HEAVENLY!
ANGEL-LY
JIARONGLY!!!
any word u can think of~~~
MY MY
YUM YUM YUM

the one @ aston brought mi back some memories of it...
great side dish!
and main dish too! ohh..
withdrawing my strands of saliva nw...

super crave for it today..
its really a crazy sensation
i call it potato salad addiction

to the extent that:
1)Its almost raining..
im still determined to go get my ingredients despite hearing the thunder
2)No red potatoes!
im crazy till the lazy bum here walk all the way to hg point to get it.

i guess the god is giving me a signal not to buy the ingredients.
thunders and all.
i've wasted one potato..

well.
i like strong flavors.
tot of adding more mustard powder..
end result?
ive gt myself a 'wasabi' potato salad

a simple dish yet involves intriguing methods to do it.
not as easy as it seems.
hm
=(

receipes anyone?
i still have 3 potatos to play around...

xoxo

Sunday, November 9, 2008 10:59 AM 0 comments

Thank Guan Ying Ma.
there's still some others whom i can confide to when i have problems.

=)

xoxo

10:43 AM 0 comments

Somehow, I've already became independent.
Friends come and go
Experienced much over past few months.

getting upset? definitely yes.

but what is done is done.
i wouldnt expect much from it.
it's a history.

I am not doing enough? I know. But am pretty much tired of all these.
Dealing with people is real hard.
Getting close with people is good.
But a learning point.
Never get too close.
You will not know what will happen.

Damage will be even more massive than expected.

Super COMBOs.

xoxo

10:36 AM 0 comments

my my~~
darn chio la
color contact lens.
wohoooooooooo

hopefully i'll get it soonnn
;)

xoxo

Sunday, November 2, 2008 11:18 PM 0 comments

give me a knife and i'll slit it open.

gosh.

tt god damn tummy of mine

anyways.

here to divert some of my attention..

fun day out with rene

shopping cures everything..but not the hole in ya pocket..

but it was well spent with that lady >.n

the last time we hang out was duno how many donkey years ago

we actually talked 2 hrs at the makan place lah...time passes so fast..

HSM3-ing

my my

i LOVE it!!

*thanks fer ya concern, =) i noe its u.. =)=)=)*

xoxo

10:54 PM 0 comments

i hate Merlion.

feeling awful

xoxo