A new skin, a new beginning.. i hope?

I needed a change. I dont know how but i need one.

realised that i have not much of achievements and progress.

be it, work, life or sch.

i wonder when all these are going to last..

and more importantly im tired of working. i dont have enough mental strength to carry on. but.. i needed that income. Though i really wished to work a 'normal' part time job just like any others young people. but.. i sort of cant bear to leave. would not want to forgo my recurrent. but..but..its so demoralizing sometimes when u dont see sales coming in when u gave ur best shots and others close until ping ping piang piang. =(

sales job are like a rollar coaster.

i dont want to work, but i have to.